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Monday, May 23, 2011

Day 29, Crossing Bridges

Life is full of bridges.  According to Wiki, Paris has 37 all by itself, and that's only one city!  And according to my workshop teacher from today, bridges represent industry, commerce, knowledge in arts and sciences, strength, and riches & abundance.  To prove it, he had just shown us the four statues guarding the bridge immediately south of the Louvre.  One had a vase pouring out water (representing the Seine), another had a castle crown (representing the city of Paris itself, shown below), another had harvesting tools (representing industry), and the other had a lyre and a box of jewels (representing art and riches).


Just like the many bridges I saw today, bridges come in all forms and styles.  Sometimes, we think we know what to expect on the other side because we can see some of it, but we are always amazed to find what is really there once we cross and have a better view on where we came from, how far we've come, and where we're going next.  But sometimes we have to wait until we do get to the other side to even see the potential routes to progress further, on to our goals.  Gah, as much as I want to plan my life out, it really is impossible and some details must wait to be determined until I have a better view of what is going on in my life!

As we go, there are adventures to be found, as well as secret paths and beauty!

For example, this door is part of the Pont Alexandre III and even though today was my third time crossing it in as many days, I just noticed it today!

Leaving the secret door, I found these lovelies on the way to the next stop point in the workshop.


 Supposedly, an Italian story inspired the new practice of writing your and your love's names on a lock and attaching it to one of the many bridges here to represent strength and fortitude despite the passage of time.  It's a bit cursi perhaps, but it's romantic.  :D

"HORA FUGIT STAT JVS"--something about time fleeing.  Fitting for my situation, I thought.  Besides, it's Latin.  Do I really need an excuse?

I saw this vine and had to take a picture because it's the same exact vine we had for years at home!

Once the workshop was over, I explored a bit in an effort to find the church building for FHE, finding the delicate vine shown above on my way. 

After FHE, a few friends and I decided to hang out and grab some comestibles.  The cupid is a mark for this brand of gelatto, "Amorino."  I asked my friends what Amorino was and how it was different from other types of glace, to which Bonnie responded (thinking I was talking about the name "Amorino"), "I dunno.  You're the Latin-speaking person.  You tell me what it means!"  

"Well, to me it looks like 'little love' in Italian."

"That would make sense.  There is a little cupid, after all."

I love Latinate languages and seeing the patterns!  Why hadn't it clicked sooner?  Thank you, Bonnie, for pushing me to put my knowledge to use!

Day 28, Un domingo contento

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I slept in.  At least church here ends with sacrament, so I knew I wouldn't miss that.  The important part is that I made it, right?

Because today was ward conference for the ward, I stuck around for the ward buffet that they do every time ward conference comes around!  I felt kind of guilty for taking their food when I'm not really officially part of the ward, but I brought juice to share!  And the food was delicious!  I wandered from one group of people to another, finally ending up with Francisco and Alejandro, two Venezuelan friends I've made in the ward.  They invited me to join them and some native French speakers on a walk.  (Take as guess as to whom I spoke with more.  :D  A summary of our conversation: Spanish, French, Spanish, English, French, Spanish!)  It started out as a walk to the Tuileries, a garden where a palace was destroyed, which adjoins the Louvre.  After reposing there a bit, we decided to keep going.  Yeah, here's a list of major places we walked by/on/through: the Louvre, Tuileries, Place de la Concorde, Champs-Elysees, Grand and Petit Palais, Pont Alexandre III, Les Invalides, la Tour Eiffel.

 Funny story, though--as I got ready for church, I decided not to wear a slip because I wasn't concerned about my skirt being see-through.  Also, I realized I'd stepped out of the apartment building without glasses or contacts.  Meh, whatevs.  I soon realized my skirt and shorts didn't combine well and my skirt kept going up.  Meh, I won't be walking much and I'll take the same route as always, so I'll be okay for a few hours without a slip and glasses.  Go figure I ended up going on a walk all over Paris after church, right?!?  That was a "I should've listened to that voice in my head" moment...

The day was beautiful and the walk was quite enjoyed!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Day 27, Saturday with Friends

I was going to go back to Versailles, this time to go see the chateau because I found out that one of my friends here has a disabled pass that she could use to get me in free with her.  Unfortunately, our plans were derailed when we found out the train to Versailles was closed off in many parts of the city, meaning we would've had to take other connecting metros to get there.  Instead, we decided to avoid that potentially chaotic mess in favor of taking the Batobus on the Seine.  Because we each already have a Navigo pass to use the Paris public transportation, we got a discount for the Batobus.  Although I had to sacrifice sleep to not sleep in after having gone to bed late, it was definitely worth it to be out and about on a pleasant Saturday morning in Paris.  Even just while taking the metro over to the stop by the Eiffel Tower, where I met up with Bonnie, Kristal, and Emily, I sat and suddenly felt excited, "I LIVE here!"  And then to be able to take a boat ride from the Eiffel Tower to the Museum of Orsay, Notre Dame, the Plants Garden, Hotel de Ville, and past the Louvre and the Alexander II Bridge--absolutely  wonderful! 

Sunshine and the Eiffel Tower on a clear morning in Paris!

Yeah, apparently it's possible to get wet on a boat.  Fancy that.
 
 
A unique view of Notre Dame!

The Pont Alexandre III behind me!  I like that the centerpiece on the bridge almost looks like a tiara.  Which would be even cooler if it weren't made up of naked women statues...

We got off at the Jardin des Plantes to see the plants and the menagerie.  That wasn't so exciting, but I did find out that that menagerie is the second-oldest one in the world!  Also, I learned that menageries are an older form of a zoo because kings would receive exotic animals as gifts and needed to store them somewhere.  Huh, I'd known that menagerie was a word in English, thanks to "Aladdin", but I didn't know what exactly it meant until Bonnie taught me.  Fascinating!

Next, we found a bus to take us to the Pantheon.  While waiting, I found another cool, fancy lamp!

At the Pantheon, Kristal got herself, her daughter, and me in all for free, and Bonnie got in free for being a student, so it was a total ganga going there!  And this time there was no obnoxious crane outside of it like there was the first time I came and only saw the outside.  Among the highlights for me was a mural with old French captions about Chralemagne getting crowned, Christ with an angel with a Latin caption, and seeing the tombs of people like Marie Curie, Victor Hugo, Alexandre Dumas, Voltaire, and the guy who invented Braille.

Here's a shout-out to Charlemagne for creating the conceptual distinction between the various Romance languages/dialects and causing it to be documented via phonetic writing.

"ANGELVM GALLIAE CVSTODEM CHRISTVS PATRIE FATA DOCET"
Yeah, I actually am not entirely sure about what this means, but it still caught my eye.

By the time we finished in the Pantheon, it was lunch time and Kristal and Bonnie were sweet enough to indulge my gyro craving by taking time to go get some.  It turns out I was right about it existing near the Notre Dame Cathedral, but I had gone the wrong direction along the Seine.  This time, though, we had success!  Even better, we got to enjoy it on the Batobus on our way to the metro to go to a YSA LDS film festival in Nogent.

All in all, I am quite happy with my weekend--it was busy and full, but relaxed and exciting to my taste.

Day 26, Versailles=My Heaven in Paris

I bet you could never, ever, ever guess where I went today.  Go for it; take a guess.  Wait, how did you know I went to school and Versailles today?  Probably because you are amazingly intelligent and can fit together some of the pieces of my life's puzzle.  ;)

So, yup, school was school and we talked once more about justice.  At this point, I don't even remember much of the particulars except that we listened to a little exercise and had to describe the commissaire's and the suspect's reactions.  We finished with making up our own TV guion for a feuilleton.  Ours was about a guy robbing a bank and escaping on a Segway.  I wanted ours to be creative, but my idea about having a teddy bear stuffed with gold being stolen was deemed too complex for us to do.  Lamesauce.  They're right that it's easier to do your typical bank robbery, and they weren't trying to be mean, but I just didn't want it to be boring.  Hence the escape on the Segway!

Next, I went over to Saint-Michel over near Notre Dame, determined to hunt down that delectably amazing gyro place Melanie, Brittany, Stephanie, and I went to our first week here.  I knew it was in that general area, and I thought I'd be able to recognize the street when I saw it, but walking around for half an hour or an hour ended up taking me over near the Pantheon and various other food shops, as well as a nice little park!

 

Finally, I decided to simply go for a formule that included a panini, a crepe sucree (a crepe with sugar), and a boisson (drink) for 5 euros because it was already getting into the afternoon and I wanted to have enough time to make use of the 13.65 euro ticket I'd bought to go to Versailles and Torcy.

Food in hand, I found the train and made my way to Versailles.  Even though I went with Stephanie my first week here, I was surprised at how slow the train was, but perhaps it was better that way because it allowed me to soak in the gradual change from the metropolis into the more typical European banlieu, complete with creeping vines on cottages and rolling hills.  To add to it, two guys hopped on the train and commenced forthwith an accordion duet.  Of course, they asked for money afterward, but because I gave them some of my loose change, one of them played just for me!


Once at the station in Versailles, I easily found my way to the Palace, hoping that my friends avaient raison in telling me that the gardens were free.  To my delight, they were right!  Looking back, I wish I'd known that the first time I came so I could've enjoyed that crazy Friday a bit more.  I even had gone right up to the entrance to the gardens when I was looking for my friends, but I thought it was just an exit and that I wasn't allowed in!  At any rate, I was free to enter as I pleased, and despite deciding to not enter the chateau, I thoroughly enjoyed myself!  I knew from one of the BYU students that some of them were going to be there and that they'd come in a couple groups another time, only to find each other in the vastness of the gardens, so I have to admit that part of me hoped to find them.  I'd also hoped to go with a friend, but she was busy.  Oh, well, I was free to wander at will.  I know that Versailles is famous for its size and grandeur, but I was still surprised when I saw the sheer size of the gardens--and even while up on the hill where the chateau is, you can't see it all!



I wanted to get away from the tourists from the beginning, but I couldn't stray far from the central walkway that leads to the lake.  On my way, I took pictures of some of the statues.  One I liked especially is of a man holding a child because it is an image of tenderness and gentleness while maintaining the man's virility and strength.  (Note: I was only partially successful in censoring the man's "virility," if you will.)


I continued to wander closer to the lake, when suddenly I heard my name!  What the--?!  Lo and behold, it was John, one of the BYU students with one of the French YSA members!  They were on their way out, back to Paris, after having spent a good few hours there at Versailles, and after asking if I was by myself, told me where I could find some of the others.  Yep, for all the vastness of this heavenly little microcosm, it was proved yet again how small this world really is.

I considered not going over, but in the end I went for it.  I ended up sitting with them for an hour, hour and a half, enjoying the beautifully semi-overcast, semi-sunny gentle breeze weather while sitting on the grass.  I even indulged myself in some ice cream.  :)  Sadly, I didn't feel very much a part of the group, which makes sense because I'm not and they've had loads more time to get to know each other, but they didn't even really seem to try very hard to include me in their conversations.  And one girl I did talk to when we got ice cream together either ignored me or totally spaced me out as she got lost in her own thoughts.  All in all, it was nice relaxation time but it was good when it ended.

Hmm, it's amazing how much time I've been able to take just sitting and enjoying or merely walking around and wandering!  As I began to wander again, I began to think about what my favorite experiences here have been: going to the Jardin du Luxembourg, sitting by the Seine, going to religious centers, walking down the Champs-Elysees, and discovering the gardens at Versailles.  Even though I have always answered that I prefer the country over the city and that wherever I move to later in life needs to have mountains and/or water, my thoughts proved that to me once and for all.  Before coming to Paris, I hadn't even been to a huge city to justly make that judgment, but now I can do so and with conviction!  Really, I shouldn't be surprised that I like nature, but it was certainly a pleasant surprise and has helped me understand better why my first couple weeks here were such an emotional struggle.  You see, I didn't know people, I couldn't speak the language very well, my morning classes were dreadful, I'm a small-town girl being thrown into the heart of metropolitan Europe, and I already know that it takes me about two weeks to adjust every time I experience a big change in my environment.  Finally it makes sense!  And now that I know people and have friends, I am doing better with French, I've changed my morning teacher, I've found spots of nature, and it's been a couple of weeks, it makes sense that I am happier.  Who couldn't be?!


To end a day so full of walking and wandering, I tore myself away from the gardens--I have plenty more to explore there another time--I returned to the train station just in time to make it back into Paris, meet up with a few friends, and head over together to a YSA dance at the other side of Paris.  Heh, it was strikingly similar to a typical US LDS dance...except that some of the music was bad and they didn't know because they didn't understand the words or innuendo in English, and those that didn't know didn't care.  And they tended to group like songs together, which meant some rap/pop, some swing, some line dancing, some latino salsa/bachata, and some slow songs!  Yeah, I talked for most of the time.  Go figure, right?  :D

Here are a few more pics to finish up this post, along with some accompanying thoughts.


Sometimes we feel like there's always a gate blocking our pathway, such as this one near Marie Antoinette's estate.  But sometimes we ourselves are the ones to blame for those gates.  If you think about it, the royalty limited themselves in a way and put up walls!   But...

...Just remember that there are gate doors to be found and opportunities to be had!

I love that this grandfatherly figure is spending time with his grandson, doing something as simple as watching sheep.  Come to think of it, it's a simple act, but it shows the child that time together is valuable, and it's something parents/grandparents have done with children for CENTURIES!

 I have a recent fascination with hidden doors.  Guess why.

And a fascination with swirly, fancy lamps has crept up, too.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Day 25, Oh, You Know, Just Life

Yeah, so I just went to class today and just had a workshop in the afternoon, after which I just had a sandwich for dinner and went to YSA Institute.  No biggie.  Ah, ah, ah, but wait--not only is every day unique and special, therefore deserving of a word more spectacular than "just" because "just" means "nothing much," but it's even more different because of where I am right now!  Hah, this reminds me of a conversation I had with Kenny Tuesday night when he suggested walking down the Champs-Elysees at night when it's lit up since he hadn't done it yet.

"Yeah, okay, 'cause that's not really something you get to do every day."

"Well, normally, no, but since we're here in Paris, we could if we wanted to."  Ah, touche!

So, I went to class today and it was more about justice and law, but it's about DSK who's imprisoned in my country and the lesson was given from a French point of view.  And apparently the Anglo-Saxon world prefers tabloid-like announcements more than the French, who prefer to "only" report "news".

And in the afternoon, I attended my last workshop of the week, but it took us over to Hotel de Ville, the Place des Vosges, and the apartment where Victor Hugo, his wife, and his mistress all lived.  The park in the courtyard is lovely!

As for "just" having a simple meal with one more sandwich, it was one made with French products, eaten in the little kitchen in my apartment that lies in the shadow of the Eiffel Tower.  Okay, so even that is pretty cool, right?

And institute?  Well, Marriage Prep is much like I'd expect it to be in the States, except in French and except that I can understand better now the concerns that the General Authorities have about young people not marrying or couples falling apart because I can see how drastically different the views of the LDS church are in comparison with society here.  I mean, for me, marriage and family are of the utmost importance, but to many of the people here, the difference between being married and not is a piece of paper.  I know it's that way in the States for many as well, and I wonder what motivates people in life?  I wonder what does keep motivating people to get married when society today allots them many of the same privileges either way.  Hmm.  Well, more power to those who support marriage, strong families, healthy & well-developed children, and fidelity!

In other news, here are some photos of cool stuff I saw.  I know my teachers have told me that the architecture is covered with intricate designs, but I had no clue until I came!  And I saw so many faces on the doors and ceiling at the Place des Vosges that it makes me think of the door knob and knocker that come to life as Marley and Marley in "A Muppet's Christmas Carol."

 Behold, the ceiling.  It gradually lowered, making the hallway shorter, like in "Alice in Wonderland."


 Yep, this is on a door.

I love finding symbolism in art, and I love that there are religious crosses over this doorway.  I wonder if anyone else took time to notice?

Proof I was there!  Notice the windows' glass and decor.

My favorite part of going to the Place des Vosges?  Watch, listen closely, and I'll tell you!
 
Next stop: Chez Victor Hugo!

 The Chinese room, specially designed by Victor Hugo for his mistress.  It turns out that his initials are hidden everywhere in the designs.  (Thank you museum keeper who volunteered the info!)

Before leaving, I had to go into the park that was the courtyard.  The streetlamp caught my eye! I love the lines and color here.

One more thing to love: music in the metro!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Day 24, Problems to Solve Versus People to Love

After a lovely four hours at school spent discussing justice, particularly how it relates to the recent DSK candidate scandal, I simply had to tear myself away to eat walk and eat lunch with a friend in a park on such a beautiful day as today!

Seriously, though, class was kind of boring, but I did make some linguistic connections.  I think what helped me not get irritated and overly bored was that the teacher is more chill than the one Id had before this week, and he was much more patient.  I learned a lot of vocabulary, and it is interesting to me to see where the overlaps between French and English or French and Spanish are.  If only I could have an etymological dictionary with me all the time in class!  For example, I just learned on this etymological dictionary that, for one, "interpellate" is actually an English word, which corresponds with "interpeller" in French, and it has a sense of interrupting, which is what happens when someone is interpelle--they are taken from their everyday life and taken in for questioning as a suspect.  inter (between) + pellare (call).  SWEET!  Well, not sweet when that happens to someone, but sweet that I can see another linguistic relationship.  Maybe it doesn't quite make sense the way I'm explaining it, but it just clicks in my mind.  It's interesting to think about all the quotidian words we use and associate meaning with without making root connections.  It's just a pity I'm not able to constantly amuse myself like this in school.  Nevertheless, flashes of inspiration have helped.  Another example I just remembered was that in class itself, the teacher asked what the verb is that the adjective for "coupable" ("guilty") is.  Using what I know of it being "culpar" in Spanish and that it wouldn't be "couper" ("cut") the {u} in the French word was once an {l}, I took a stab at it and guessed "culper."  I was only missing a prefix: in- to make it inculper!  Language patterns and systemic change are magical.  :D

Anyway, class done for for the day, I went with Ayumi to a Monoprix we found yesterday that has a ridiculously inexpensive lunch deal.  I was so pleased with myself for being able to ask a worked where the drinks were and for being able to select my lunch items and even ask to change my sandwich and correct the cashier when she almost charged me too much.   I mustered up the guts to even add that I didn't want to cause problems, and both the woman grabbing my sandwich for me and the one being my cashier were patient and kind, adding that it was no problem and that the price mistake was cashier's own fault.  (Note: When a menu offers a Normand with camembert, beurre, salade, and noix, just expect huge chunks of foreign cheese, butter, some wimpy pieces of lettuce, and a few walnuts.  And if you decide to change to the Forestiersaucisson, beurre and something else you don't recognize, you can expect a baguette with salami-like meat, butter, and pickles.)  To add to the experience, Ayumi and I went over to a little park adjacent to the busy street.  It was dirty and many benches were covered in pigeon poop, but we found a pleasant clean spot in the sunshine between the two fountains in the park.  I didn't have my camera on me to prove it, but Ayumi took a pic.  Not that I have it to post here...

Ayumi needed to return to school for a workshop, but today was one of my free afternoons, so I went grocery shopping and thought to go to the French Open for tennis.  It turns out that I missed the rendezvous time to go with some of the BYU students, though, so I ended up spending some time watching the Jonas Brothers.  And I ate dinner and took a much-needed nap.  I wish I had a blankie to keep warm, but a bed and a jacket work quite well, too.

So, you reach the end of this post and might think, "School, food, and your apartment???  Boring."  Sure, but in a way it's nice to relax.  And I got to talk to a bunch of people here and back in the States.  :)

Oh, I did re-discover a gem on the Mormon Messages site!

 

"Never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved."  I've considered my scholarship to study in Paris as a means to my end of becoming a better, smarter, savvier linguist and to get to Spain, but I realized that in doing so, I've turned the people here into a means to my ends as well.  I've spent too much time worrying about my problems and deficiencies in comparison with others' strengths rather than taking more time to love them. That's not what I'm here for.  No, we are here at this time in each others' lives to help one another and be loving support.  I can be a friend and missionary here as well as a student and tourist.  I want to make a difference?  I need to love people in the way they need love, and the Spirit is key to helping me do so.  For example, I became jealous of and irritated with a girl I met yesterday during lunch because she is 22 and is already quadrilingual and better than me at French.  But she's been here for eight months!  When I finally took a moment to get over myself and listen a bit better, I asked if she ever gets homesick.  To that, she quickly responded, "Yes," adding that her family was just in town recently.  Here I was, jealous and irritated, and she was just trying to be friendly and fighting homesickness while going to school and trying to find a job!  I'm ashamed of myself for being harsh with her at first, and I am grateful for what the Spirit taught me.  To further help myself improve, I plan to read the Book of Mormon/Livre de Mormon on the metro more and take more time to listen to people well.  "Never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved."

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Day 23, Linguistics, Walking, Talking, and Living

You need not read any further if you want only a brief summary of my day.  But for more details, by all means, keep going!

So, my morning class was "Theater,"  in which we discussed food a lot.  It sounded like my new teacher bought pastries for the class last week!  Too bad I missed that.  :(  Oh, well.  I ended up talking more than once about the Zuppa Toscana recipe my good friend Liz gave me.  I've only made it once, but I'd eaten it with Liz once before and it is a new favorite!  In my afternoon class, we learned about the phonemes /y/ and /u/ and /i/.  I can hear the difference between the first two, but there are times when I confuse the two.  From the correction I've received from teachers here, I think I overgeneralize the use of [y], which is ironic because [y] is actually harder and less natural for me than [u].  Maybe I should stop thinking so hard about what I'm saying and it will start to come more easily and correctly.

Even though I've changed classes, I still found myself watching the clock to get done with class.  I really need to find a way to enjoy my classes rather than just endure them.  Being here has made me doubt the verity of my linguistic side, but I think I might be coming back to myself and I might be onto a way for me to enjoy class.  For example, at one point the teacher talked about "C'est bon" versus "C'est bien," and she used the second with a verb, and I thought, "Of course!  Adverbs modify verbs, (therefore "bien" must go with a verb in this phrase) and adjectives modify nouns (so "bon" must go with nouns) when deciding when to use which of the two phrases in question.  In the same class some time later, I had some etymological thoughts and questions go through my head as I wrote new vocabulary down.  And again, in my phonetics workshop, I was able to talk about the difference between [s] and [z] not being phonemically contrastive in Spanish (not in those words...) and I was able to explain to the class that the circumflex symbol in French often replaces an {s} in older French.  Encore deux fois, I also was able to talk about historical Romance linguistics with a couple of guys I know from the YSA activities here.

Part of my little identity crisis sparked by being here is my realization that there are plenty of people here who speak multiple languages, so what's the big deal about me knowing Spanish, English, and a bit of French?  And my linguistic conversations this evening with those two YSA guys revealed the gaps in my knowledge, showing that I only really know so general principles and many specific examples.  As I walked down the Champs-Elysees and back into the heart of Paris from L'Arc de Triomphe, talking with one of the guys, Kenny, he made an observation on what I was saying.  Basically, I love the feeling of helping people and understanding them, and language is a key to entering their world, understanding them, and knowing how they work and how to work with them.  At the core of my passions is a desire to want to make a difference.  Really, even wants to know they have a purpose and are useful, and for me, language is a strong point and I like being recognized for what I do.  But recognition isn't what helps people, and it's not like recognition really lasts for very long.  It merely feeds pride.  And there will always be someone better.

Yep, my pride has convinced me that since I'm not the best linguist and that being a polyglot doesn't come automatically, perhaps I don't really belong in linguistics.  Shoot, I found out today that a Spanish phrase I've known and used that I thought was equivalent in French is grammatically correct but means something else semantically.  So do I really know anything?  I obviously am not fluent in French, my Spanish is filled with mistaken habits and sizable gaps, and my sense of English has become corrupted by learning other languages, so I shouldn't be an authority on languages at all, right?!

Although much of my self-crticisms have some truth in them, they are a corruption of the truth.  Okay, so I shouldn't hope to win a prize for "Best Spanish Speaker of the World," but I learn Spanish because it is a driving force for me, it energizes me, and it helps me help other people.  French is helping expand my linguistic base and it is widening my potential circle of influence.  And Spanish and French have both helped me understand grammar better, thus actually improving my French.

I am truly grateful for the linguistic moments sprinkled throughout my day, the chat I had with Kenny tonight, and the ever-optimistic and spiritual blog posts from another new friend of mine, Paul.  Even though Paris isn't the glorious wonderland I'd imagined it to be, the culture isn't quite as my US Latino-biased mindset has led me to believe and there is indeed good to be found here.  Happiness is indeed a choice and God has given me this opportunity to be here.  I need to be humble and forget about trying to be the best person and decide to be the best me.  I need to choose to be content and at peace here, or else I will only pine away my time here, causing me to lament later my wasted opportunity of being in France.  I know I am here for a reason and I know Romance linguistics is what I love.  I don't know what I'll actually end up doing with it, but that is in God's hands.  Tonight, I saw a friend's status purportedly quoting Gandalf: "All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us."  And that time, my dear friends, is a precious gift given to us and we are free to use it as we please, be it for good or evil.  Alma 34:34-37  Really, it's up to us.  Don't put life off for tomorrow, hoping everything will magically change on its own.  Personally, I want to live life fully rather than fill it with semi-empty yesterdays like I have done already.  What about you?

Some of my favorite moments from the walk tonight were seeing the moon and looking out over the Seine.  Those are simple things here that I treasure.  It was also quite a treat to see the Eiffel Tower sparkle finally!  Kenny took this picture for me when we reached the end of the Champs-Elysees.  Obviously, the picture doesn't do the moon justice!  Also, the 3000 year old Egyptian obelisk is just off to the left of the screen!  Yep, that's how I decided to spend some of my precious God-given time tonight.  What will you do with it?